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depression

What destroys me is
hearing about my friend's depression
not because it's a burden
oh no
not because it weighs on me too
but
I see my friend as a hero
as having it all together
Having all the success and the
things
having achieved the daily self control
to do the habits
to get to her goals
and her depression makes me feel
uneasy
If I could hold a mirror up
maybe she could see
how wonderful she is
but I have no mirror

So what do I have?
my words.
Can I use my words to heal her heart?
my greatest desire.

is to live free of depression.

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