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Who I am now would have astounded 8 year old me.

I used to think that when I was 33, I would have been an internationally known author.

Married.

Living in a high rise in the big city.


Having lived overseas.

Having travelled alone.

Having making love on a beach in the middle of nowhere.

Having lived.

maybe with a capital L.

and

so to my eight year old self - thank you. Thank you for dreaming. I have lived all those things. I have celebrated. I have danced with band aids wrapped on my feet to a song I had never heard before at 9am. Oh and I have gone to Bachaturo twice.

and half me.

Lives there still.  I  have met her. I will not tell you who. but, when I was there, I met her.

The me that lived there.

and suddenly I was at peace.


I know.



What is mindfulness and yoga and whatever?

It's remembering that you actually know.


It's

I know

I remember

I am

Ok.

I know

I remember

I am

Ok.

Ok.

You live here.


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